Not Bad

Hi. My name is Disappointment. And I was going to go to the football game, the last home game. Blackout too! But guess what. I've got to babysit, and then we're carving pumpkins, and by then, it will be way past half time, and not worth anything asking for a ride then. You could say the rest of my day was mediocre-ly decent-ish in the most regular-normal fashion.

• I got a B on my geometry test. MLIA.


• The auditorium reaked of skunk, so we have orchestra outside. It was actually pretty enjoyable.


• Foxy boy asked for my numero. It was over Facebook, so it wasn't as cool as it just sounded 1 second ago, but still. It surprised me and made me happy.

And now I'm watching my brother play a game where when the dinosaur rawrs, it shoots lasers as well.

FML.

Today I read some of my writing aloud to my brother. He liked it. I think it was mostly just because I read it in a funny voice.

I'm Not High

This weather is insane. It's like a hurricane. The rain is rad, but no one likes wind. The neighborhood lawn furniture is playing musical chairs between yards. Wind chimes and barking dogs are the music.
I think the weather has been affecting my mood. The rain started Saturday, and all weekend and today I've been more gloomy than usual. Gloomy, but chill. Too chill? Two people asked if I was high today. I wasn't.
Back to the point, I wasn't feeling my best today. Thank goodness I got a hug a lunch, I was seriously contemplating ditching then next class. It was a lovely hug. One of those where you get too lost in the clean soapy smell of their soft, soft cotton hoodie again your cheek. Lost in the fact that you're safe for a few long seconds, that there's peace in the world, and your tummy is full. A willful prison. I think through all the hugs I've gotten and given for hours. Analyzing every sense I could pick up. Every thought that flew past. I know, that for others, it's simply a 2 step thing. Wrap. Unwrap. Ciao.
Would it have been weird if I didn't let go? I certainly didn't want to. Would it have been strange, out of the ordinary to just stand, embraced, letting everyone else file through the hallway? I would have been safe, sound. And perfect.
Perfect.
I shouldn't have let go.

Peppermint Procrastination

Procrastination! Our best friend.. Until the night before the due date. ;}
I've got a dreaded demonstration speech due TOMORROW. And I just finally got my topic tonight. Oh, how smart I can be sometimes. The dreaded portion is not the demonstration part, but the speech part. Whatever the subject of or the type of speech it be, I'm not going to want to deliver it. Stage fright to the maximum over here. I'm glad I'm getting my Speech class over as a freshman tho.. There are like 2 seniors in our class who procrastinated and just finally decided to take the class. I don't wanna be one of those kids :/ And even tho I majorly blow at the whole public speaking gig, I'm surprisingly not failing the class.. We have plenty of written assignments, thanks God, so I just have one more quarter of this, then music theory(or, if I can actually ever set up an appointment with my councilor, journalism! :D) will take its place..
I'm so ready for the weekend.